oh, 2009 is just few days away. I wish, I wish, I wish 2009 is a lot better for me please. ever since after 2008 august, I feel very sucky for the past few months. Bad stuffs just happen consecutively and it's terrible. University sucks, seriously past few weeks my mind is still on those cannot-make-it-results. I keep brood over it and sometimes even dream of it. It's terrible, till some extent I hate to be at home because once I'm home, I will on my lappy and my damn school email will be updated, displaying all my sch stuffs and past mails. This time round, surprisingly my parents didn't say/scold much instead they treat me exceptionally good(perhaps guilty(whichonlyyt&jcknows)). So 2009, I hope it will be much better or a lot better. I forgot to make christmas wish on that so hope my new year wish can come true. =) *-* ME, 2009, no grumpiness again(that's provided, baby boy fulfilled what he promised). *~* Sad, Sherlyn they all gg Bintan tomorrow.. bOoo, take more peektures and show me yah. So sorry unable to join you guys as I'm going Chalet tomorrow with pang and his friends. *hees hees*

Anyway today's squash training is terrible! I ran 13rounds in squash court and umpteen times of mini-games and training. After the running, I felt BREATHLESS, after training worst, my hands and legs totally got no strength! so tiring my god and sch is starting in a week time but I only attended 1squash training, SHIT! But I Seriously LOVE SQUASH, is FUN though I'm very lousy at it ;) Investment, investment, I had already bought an exp racket ;'( and perhaps specially used for squash court shoes too. Well, at least this time I'm serious in that.
as for my piano, I think I still need either some miracle(either god bestow me with wonder fingers or eyes that aids me in playing pieces) or persuasiveness before I want to learn again. I want to get an oven but I scare is impulse buying as only during the holidays then I'm free to bake and think of different things to bake. I managed to convince my papa to get that and a mahjong table xD but only scare I waste money buying the oven(I wonder how much is it, anywhere having SALES?!).

Just Back from dinner with family, went to have crabs againn. Initially planned to eat at novena, the zheng fa huo hai xian with shirley family(my squash friend, not really with but in the same restaurant) but when we reached there the queue is super long so in the end went to have the famous amk crabs again and don't really feel well after eating that, this month I think I ate lots of seafoods. I am going to have high cholesterol soon, I must stop and watch my diet.
Lastly, I planned to upload Christmas pictures but lazy pang watching tv lazy to send! so oh well, after chalet then. =)

in addition, 溏心风暴 super NICE! =)



唐仁佳(鮑鮑) - super cute!,
常在心 - super pretty,
程亮 - super handsome,
王秀琴+凌波 - super EVIL!
Oh Man, some episodes watched till super angry!

and oh countdown where should I go ;'(

When the girl just gets to know someone, he told the girl he likes handcraft stuffs instead of presents that can be bought easily with money. The girl remembers and always cracks her head to think of different meaningful handicraft presents. First time she learnt how to bake cupcakes for his birthday and gingerbread man for Christmas. Turned out the guy only ate 1 out of 15cupcakes and became a liar king on his birthday when he did not did as what he promised to put the 15cupcakes besides his birthday cake. Worst still, the girl made some gingerbread man for him from 7pm till 2AM at her friend house but received his mockery and jokes in return that her gingerbread man is gingerROCK man. *argh*

Yesterday, the girl who is always late for dating decided to reach harbourfront early and wait for him but turn out to receive a message that someone had mistook the timing. Poor girl had to travel all the way back alone. Though later the guy travel all the way to her house and deliver donuts to her, he keeps complained that he’s not even worth an hour. Before travelling back alone, the girl still message the guy whether she should wait or go, who knows the Mr. logical and sensible guy beat around the bush and replied to ask her to go home. After the girl reaches HOME, he starts complaining: “the guy who not worth 1hr loves his baby lee too much to let her wait and she really didn’t wait and went home.” =_= so someone thought dolling up, and travelling to and fro alone was fun. Ingratitude si pang.

Meeting my Mr. logical, practical, smart, Homey and sensible (that’s what he describes himself), in short Mr. boring, woodblock (my view) guy tomorrow xP going to have my favourite CRABS for dinner tomorrow at Clarke quay wheeee even though he keeps call me Pork Belly~ & Fatty~*hmph*. I don't care; he is going to foot the bill tomorrow. Not as fun as I expected today but at least Mr.Boring Pang made an effort. oh well, who asks the girl to be so nice.! xP


Anway, Jiehui, Ping, Ash, Kai, when are we meetinggggg???!
Jingwen, xiaoen, sherlyn, mag, huiting, where's my kbox~!! =D
`date me for swimming please, wet or dry also can. xP

and oh,
MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS

die!
miss liar king alrdy. =(

damn liar king.
argh mr si pang jing beng.

tml going to strangle you @harbourfront when i see you!.

Had Enjoy myself for the past 2weeks, and is horrible as I'm really getting rounder and rounder. For the past 2weeks, I have been to seoul garden, sakae sushi, steamboat, bbq, kenny rogers, billy bombers and many others to EAT! SHIT! I need to EXERCISE!!! Somehow other than eating, I can’t find other entertainment in Singapore. Dead. I have also tortured myself mentally for the past few weeks too, keep brooding over my damn stupid lousy-cannot-make-it results. Worried and worried, am I being too lazy? Playful? Or plain stupid?! Ever since I started school, I keep feel a bit of out-of-place shadow haunting me, I have to admit some of the lesson I wasn't paying attention, especially my technology lesson. Past few days had been travelling to NTU to accompany mr.pang to his water-polo training and competition. Cheers for mr.pang when they won the first match but last week they lost the 2nd match. Didn’t know mr.pang is one of the key player in the team, saw him giving comments, instructions, telling the keeper how to block ball etc. and of course with his hall manager and don’t know whoever are they, keep shouting:”jiayou jingchyi jiayou hall 16, nice one.” Haha. Apart from that, idiot pang play dirty on his 2nd match as he “torn” one of the opponent’s speedo and keep letting one of his opponent tasting pool water. =D Anyway just back from Genting, TIRED! I am very Tired from the 7hours journey and baby pang just went batam today for a 2days 1 night trip.! Si Pang.!

Peektures - KTV =D

Well, not very sure n.28 was it referring to me. Don’t really get it, why you will think in this way but still congrats for d.17.

Birthday Celebration

Thanks for the belated Birthday Celebration. It’s awesome though I find it very embarrassing! I never thought it will HAPPEN to me 1hr later when I saw another table girl got sabotage as it’s her birthday that day. She was made to go to every table and tell the diners that it’s her birthday. I was made to do that too and in addition, I was forced to stand up and sing Happy Birthday Song to Myself. WOW! I learnt my lesson. If ever it’s my birthday celebration again, I won’t STEP IN to mind café. Haha it’s so embarrassing. But I LOVED the album + my chrysanthemum red packet. =D if not wrong, Monday was the first time I ever played board games with them and I hope for moreeeeee.

Thanks Girlfriends.

got cheated by the waiter in black, he told me there is "surprise" in the drink and I keep dig and dig till I realized it's the ice-cream that he is referring to. =D

Mr.Pang is duper NICE yesterday + today ~ =)

It gets really disappointing to be trying your very best, but not getting the results you want. that's it for my this semester. screwed. oh well, should learn to be contented I guess.

BOoooOoooo.
no escapes, no swimming, nth special like what we discussed when we are having our exam except GAMES now. Nothing to look forward to except GAMES again i think. basically nothing. a diff. way of living because BROKE! argh. how i wish i got a bit more munnies.

oh dear, my result sucks. Though I only receive my stats result, I guess I can roughly gauge my remaining modules and my GPA. damn. Jingchyi’s moto doesn’t work on me – Play first, Cry later.
mooody~ I hate to stay at home because I will keep think of my f* results. arghh. I got no mood to watch my drama show because once I online I got the tendency to click my results again.

anyway,
on mr.pang bday, I got exposed like what Xian yi and Alex said, "jian guang". Yes on that day and in front of so many people, all his ah mas, ah gongs, aunties, uncles and cousins, brothers and parents! When mr.pang is standing in front of his b’day cakes, I wonder who but “they” keep shouting where the gf is and seriously I’m perspiring with cold sweat. Some of his aunties are very enthusiastic, still say kiss, kiss, kiss and of course I back off because there are so many people. I bet the pictures they took of me are damn ugly. shit. And his b'day so shiok, just a party and he received 4digits hongbao money from all his relatives. Damn good it's better than working. hahaa.

And finally I went to mr.pang house last night for dinner. Again, I'm so scared and nervous when he told me his mum had invites his auntie and cousin over for dinner too. Halfway, it turns out his dad is also coming back for dinner too when earlier, the info is he is not. But luckily, turns out his mama and auntie were very friendly and nice and HIP! His aunt got a Facebook account and browsed some of my pictures and information. Haha next time I must take note of what I upload. After dinner, his mama shows me all mr.pang baby FATTY photos and still gives me cheesecakes + 1 "new" fruit to take home and stunned me with a question. She asked whether I would want to join them for wedding dinner in Malaysia on Sunday. Luckily, my cousin having a housewarming on that day and I used that as an excuse. Haha but is really very nice of her UNLIKE mr.pang who only knows how to BULLY and THREATENED. Even his mum also says him "YOU v.BEN LEH, Don't know how to help your GF take veggies ar." and that SI pang keep threatened to tell his dad that I said his dad looks old because of his marked moustache. *argh* I did not mean that way! I only meant the marked moustache a bit funny. On the way home, he keeps complaining, "got people fetch you come and eat free dinner, still got free cheesecakes for you to take home and now still got a chauffeur to drive you home." Whine and whine and whine and that's the real him. xP If I can drive him, I will but till now I still can’t recognize all the routes. =(

ohhh, I hatee school. How I wish it is a 1year holiday instead of ONE month holiday.